Dearly Beloved Vero 100th Day of RIP...

These are amongst the family member of our dearluy beloved Vero. The mother and father greeted us with a smile but we can sense that it's hiding the sadness and lost of their beloved daughter. The two little sisters were pretty much entertaining.. Although, I know they don't really understand what had happened but I prayed for their good life. I saw so much of Vero in both of them and deep in my heart, I wished things will be good for this family.

Browsing down the memory lane by looking re-running the photo albums really got us that time. Going through the photos one by one really made us feeling sad and lost. We tried to smile most of the time and trying to potray genuine strenght for the family, as promised, but I don't know. Maybe the really feeling was that, we felt the lost of the family.

We stayed there about 3 hours. We pretty much a family actually. We're closed and when things like this happened, the bond grew stronger and we learn to appreciate the friendship and love we have. These people are among the closest friends during Uni years. We tried to cheer the family up by sharing every-now-and-then moments with the family but I guessed things weren't as what we planned it to be. I understand, personally.

Then we made our way to the grave yard. At that time, I felt my heart pounding again. I just can't believe that one of my best friends had gone to the Lord. Reaching the place, I felt the sadness in all of us, especially the mom. I am so sorry that such a nice family have to face this kind of lost. I am so sorry that bad things always happened to good people.

I hope the family is doing good now. I often saw the siblings whenever I pass Tambalugu. The mother will text me from time to time. Before we made our way back, she said, " Jangan lupa datang tahun depan kalau mau simen sudah tu kuburan ah..."