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Life Goes On...

Monday, May 28, 2007
I’ll be strong to face the truth
Even if it cost my tears
And pain in my heart will I keep them for myself
I have to move on and find a spark of light
Which will lead me to a better life
Things will never be the same again after this
I know I still long for it
But there’s nothing I could about this anymore
And if there is,
I will find somebody who can truly be my love
And my love alone..
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So long…

Monday, May 28, 2007
It’s hard for me to begin my words today. There’s a wound in my heart that cannot be cured. I couldn’t sleep the whole night last night. I was lying alone on my bed and try to forget things from the past but I just couldn’t. It broke my heart to know that my X now has a new lover. I know I should go and move on but it’s not as easy as I imagined it would be. I just wish that they would be happy together. As for me, although it’s so hard and painful, I will try to walk, once at a time, to a greener pastures. My friends said that the better things has yet to come and that I should work hard for it. I believe them and hope one day, it will be all good for me, again…
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This Is My Life

Monday, May 28, 2007

My birthday cake. Thx to Mahathir, Dee and Red.
This is my song and this is my life...
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Some Photos I've Taken...

Thursday, May 10, 2007
Just love to see this photo..

One of the food that I've tasted... Rice with mango. Yummy finger lickin' good...

More Floating Market...

A view of the Floating Market. A must go-sees place...

This is a photo I've taken during my trip to BKK last year. A dog carrying an old lady's paper bag. Some dog huh..

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Thursday, May 10, 2007
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10 Things Why…

Wednesday, May 09, 2007
These are the 10 reasons why I was away from anakjagung:

I don’t have internet connection
- Probably because my area has no telephone line?????

I work in the afternoon
- Probably because I woke at 11 almost every morning and makes it hard for me to go online?? Hahaha…

I don’t use my email often
- Probably because there’s the thing you call mobile phone??? You can always sms…faster and faster and faster…

I can’t open any URL which has no “gov” in it from the office
- probably because most of my colleagues (if not all) are into downloading stuffs from the internet, browsing xxx webs, not to mention those into online stocks and shares (IPC, Euroindex etc) that contributed to the barring of our net connection!

Not enough hub in our respective work place
- There are almost 20 of us in each room and there’s only one hub to connect to the internet with…

We are far from having wireless
- Most probably because no one bothers to ask our superiors (don’t look at me; I just started a month ago!)

Most of my colleagues enjoy surfing from the comfort of their own home
- like I said in #4, they wanted privacy accessing all that.. you know…

CCs are the centre of virus (worms, Trojans, viruses) transplant
- I have to reformat my hard disk a few times because my Antivirus is not strong enough? (Some says AVG is the best, some says Norton, some says PClin, some says kapersky, some says Antivil…) What is this?!

CCs are always full
- It takes hours in the queue to wait for people to finish they counterstrike, warcraft etc…

I am just too busy
- Holidays and free times are meant for rest and my only definition of rest is sleep. I can work for hours non stop but never bothers my sleep...
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A Distance From Being Close

Wednesday, May 09, 2007
As many of you know, I spent the last 6 years or so not in my hometown. I was known to many of my close friends as a City Boy. But I think they understand me better then. Not that I am a real city grown, but I just live my life being in a city. Honestly, I think life in the city is far easier for me, one way or the other. You bound to know your time management easily and maybe has a fixed schedule to almost every activity you have. Living in the country side is then a different setup for me. Setting up my own schedule and taking fully control of it seems hard. I can change my plan easily. Things here are not like those in cities. It’s more flexible, not crowded, no jam as in the city and hardly no Saturday night outing which then make is easier for you to plan everything. No rushing after work because you know by 5 p.m., you’ll be so caught up in jam. City life is more competitive and hasted. The moment you think you want to get something done, it is the moment you want to start doing it.

It’s not that I don’t like living in this place, place where I actually grew up. I like it very much. To sum all my likings being here, I have my family and relatives and most of closest and best friends are here. I am, eventually, tracing down my memory lane as it comes that, I missed a lot of things here. Some people are just babies when I first saw them but now, they’re all grown ups. I’m getting older by minutes, I realize…

In my previous posting, I mentioned something about my family in a way that might provoke people to the idea that I hate being with my family. It’s not that. I never did say that. I just wish that it would be different. Don’t get me wrong please. It just that, I face a lot of obstacles securing the goods of my family that was not supposed to be, almost all, my responsibilities. I know, I am actually bounded to be responsible to my own blood but I just wish its not only be doing all the thinking, all the measurements and all the financial boundaries. Oh, I am SO stopping from talking about my family from now onwards…

Sometimes, I think people by my side are close but then again, there are so far away…
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To Where I am

Wednesday, May 09, 2007
These few days, I was called again to write in this blog. I know it seems quite a while since I myself, last login in this blog. I have no idea whether my readers are still visiting this blog since it has not been updated for a very long time. There are a lot of things that happened in my life lately. I was very disclosed of who I am, what I am doing and what my life is like now. I find it hard describing myself in a manner sense, both within and without. For me, it is like you are asking people to listen to every word that you have to say. Everyone needs to be heard, but it’s very hard to have a good listener, one who can actually bear to hear you. That’s why I write whenever I felt down as everyone can read without prejudice judgments. I need a person who is capable of hearing me, not judging me.

I really have to say that I come from a broken family. Not that I’m not grateful, not holding on or not praying for it but people like to do what they like to do. Be it right or wrong. It’s a choice where people have their every right to choose. A responsible that should be carried, as a resort of actions and thoughts. Come that day, everything changed high and low. Worst, I am the one who is feeling most of the result! Although most of my friends might see me as firm and strong, I am actually very fragile and weak. I am sensitive but most of the time, I choose to be silent. Often I cling on others for comfort and support. Many times, I just stand and wish it would be different. I really want to let go everything but the more I try to accept the facts that this is what I have to live with for the rest of my life, the harder it seems for me, every now and then. I want to be alone and try not to be bothered by this but I know it’s just me, running from life as it is. I try to be strong for my family, my mother; God knows I love her very much. Sometimes I cry alone on my bed, thinking and wishing that all these hardships will disappears once I got up in the morning. I just wish it is not just a dream but as much as I know that this much is true, it’s very, very, the otherwise.

I wanted to tell about my family, let alone people see how things are for me, but its hard talking about something that should be a place of love indulgent. I wanted to be heard but it’s not satisfying enough anymore. I want it to be vanquished. I just want it to be not there, not here, not everywhere. This starts everything. Who I am now, who I want to be, who I am with, people I share thoughts with and people once allies but now … darned it! Look at me now and for once, please stop judging. Instead, try to understand my being as where I come from. Just that… is it too much to ask?

I just wish I can make things right… I know, it would be better… one way or the other….

Author's comment: This is a ground breaking statement from me. I never thought that I am able to write and disclose so much about mylife and where I come from...
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Thanks Readers

Monday, May 07, 2007
Hello again,

Before I go on, I wish to extend gratitude to all my readers for the never ending support for this blog. I'm sorry again for being away too long. Looks like, I have to do better than before. I received a few emails about my last posting and asking all sort of questions. I am truly sorry that I can't really answer all the questions and for some, I don't think that it's appropriate for me to answer via posting and publish it here so I will do is, I will reply some of the questions through email.

My life had been hard this few days. I try not to get too carried away by it. Being strong for the sake of others. I'm not complaining but I hope to be appreciated one way or the other. Don't get me wrong. I am not asking for anything in return. I am just doing what I should be doing. Let alone God judge me for that...

I'm a bit under the weather now but I'll manage. Hope it will be better soon...
Next posting will be a ground breaking, believe me..

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I am so close to this song now..

Monday, May 07, 2007
Although, I should say that this song this quite out dated for most people, I just what you guys to know that I am so into this song now. It potray how I feel and how I wish I can make it better..

Everything I Have
- Clay Aiken

I feel like I never measure up to who you see
Sometimes I think I can't give you all the love you need
You keep changing everyday
Amazing me in everyway

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything I have

I never dreamed I could ever feel the way I do
I hope and pray I will always be enough for you
I can only do my best
I have to trust you with the rest

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything I have

I promise I will hold you through the changes and fears
When life seems unclear
And when I can't be right there with you
I know there's angels by your side

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything... I have
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People, I am Still Alive lah....

Monday, May 07, 2007
Solutation readers,
I know it's quite sometimes since I last log in and update my blog. But look people, I'm back and I am going to continue updating my blog from now onwards. I have a lot of stories to be shared here and hope, I still have the continuous support from all of my readers.

To begin a bit, I am now working, full time now. I just started a month ago and my life had change since. Now, I have my own schedule to be looked after and responsibilities to be accomplished. Well, I like my new job although it's tiring at times. I'm going to keep silent what my job is until my next posting. Till then, I hope I get some ideas on how to make my blog as interesting as ever. Not to much writing but with some photos and pictures as well.

Well, thats about it for now. I hope to receive some feedbacks every now and then.
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